October 25, 2006 at 3:36 pm
· Filed under Health
Day two of 0mg of lexapro. I don’t think the fact that I had 6 hours sleep last night helped either. I’m so tired, and strung out. Can’t think, can’t concentrate for long periods of time. I’ve worked my way down to 5mg since the beginning of August.
I’m worried that I’m not going to be able to do this, that I’m going to crave the feelings of sanity that Lexapro gives me, that I’m going to give in. I’ve got so much to do at work, I was in such a great mental place and now I’m starting to feel slowly that the walls are caving in.
I’ve been waking up during the night so hot that I can hardly breathe, covered in a layer of sweat, I wake up early in the morning, fall asleep dead to the world at night time with the light on…… The edges are cracking. I’m so tired today, so so so tired. I feel like I don’t have it in me to do this.
I’m so worried that the anxiety is going to come back and that all the obsessive compulsive behaviour patterns that I can have are going to kick in.
My world is changing. Where’s my confidence? Fuck I don’t know if I can do this. I want to curl up in a little ball in my bed and cry myself to sleep.
ARGH, pull your goddamn self TOGETHER girl!
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October 25, 2006 at 2:48 pm
· Filed under Fashion, Quizes
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 61% on Flamboyance |
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You scored higher than 99% on Originality |
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You scored higher than 45% on Deliberateness |
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You scored higher than 37% on Sexiness |
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October 23, 2006 at 7:49 pm
· Filed under Links
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October 19, 2006 at 2:13 pm
· Filed under Animals
After some unexpected news yesterday, the chook project was seemingly doomed!
However, some things are just meant to be! Romana called me to tell me that they are allowed to have chooks!
Then, in another amazing set of coincidences, Paul called for a chat this morning, I mentioned the chook thing to him and he said…
hey there’s an old chook pen at Brownie’s place. The house has just been sold and it was going to be knocked down. I’ll measure it up this afternoon after work and let you know how big it is and if it can fit in the truck or whether or not we need to take it apart.
Hoorah! The chook project lives!
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October 19, 2006 at 12:43 pm
· Filed under Active, Bike
I was riding my bike to work this morning, heading down Norwood Parade, when some crazy driver in a big 4WD chucked a Uey (sp?) in front of me. They almost took me out, I couldn’t believe it. I caught up to them on my bike and gave them a piece of my mind.
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October 18, 2006 at 7:51 pm
· Filed under Links, Yoga
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